4:32a.m
i'm still not sleepin hehez*
right now i'm on da phone with fred....
we're both a buncha nut cases gettin emotional haha
cryin like mad now...*sniff*...
didn't mean to place so much guilt in him...but i guess i did unconsciously and it sux....serious..
love him so much haha....like baby so cute..
sometimes... in life, we cant ask too much i guess.
the past is something we cant change...if we know we cant do much to change the present, but the future is definitely something we can work out..
then y not forget the guilt and focus in acheiving wat we aim for in the future....

hm...guess datz wat i truly feel about life......and my relationship plus our future..
gee...he's already blabbering hahaha cute..